There comes a time in some relationships where you realize
that it is just time to walk away. You’ve done everything in your power to make
it work and it just isn’t. And won’t and you feel the steady decline.
I recently had to make the choice to end a really long
relationship. Most of you didn’t even know I was in one; I kept it secret out
of shame and fear of judgement. Now I’m ready to move on and be a better me.
But here is one last love note to end it forever.
Dear T,
You’ve been my constant companion for most of my life. You’ve
been there when I was down and needed to just zone out and forget about the
world. You introduced me to new, great things. You provided me with the
opportunity to learn and grow and expand my horizons.
The problem is, you consume too much of my time. You are needy
always reminding me of things I’m not seeing and your memory is just too full
of things we’ve done together. I just couldn’t get away from it. When I turn
you on all you want to do is make me watch you. Well, I’ve spent too much time
with you and I need to work on me and not live vicariously through you anymore.
I am done being your Sugar Mama spending all of my money on you. We are done
TiVo. Done.
You will be forever missed,
Beth
